you're telling me that there's no hope

7:22PM - things sort of start, reminding me of my last night with you

1. Does God exist? Throughout history, in all cultures of the world, people have been convinced there is a God.

Billions of people, who represent diverse sociological, intellectual, emotional, educational makeups...believe that there is a Creator, a God to be worshipped. Now, the fact that so many people believe something certainly doesn't make it true. But when so many people through the ages are so personally convinced that God exists, can one say with absolute confidence that they are all mistaken?

     "Anthropological research has indicated that among the farthest and most remote primitive people today, there is a universal belief in God. And in the earliest histories and legends of people all around the world, the original concept was of one God, who was the Creator. An original high God seems once to have been in their consciousness even in those societies which are today polytheistic."3

( ? )

Current mood: disappointed

Current music: Lauryn Hill - Joyful, Joyful

(56 jumps the gunjump the gun | bite the bullet)

5:28PM - friends only

*******friends only*******

Current mood: silly

(20 jumps the gunjump the gun | bite the bullet)

2:40PM

Halifax, capital of Nova Scotia, lies on a peninsula and is one of the world's largest deep water harbours. This hilly city rises from the harbour and the historic central district to the upper ramparts of the Halifax Citadel, a star-shaped fortress, offering visitors splendid views of the city and waterfront. While in Halifax be sure to take in the Maritime Museum of the Atlantic and Pier 21 - a national historic site that proudly showcases Canada's immigrant heritage. A drive to nearby Peggy's Cove, to see what must be the world's most photographed lighthouse is also a 'must-do.'

( i can't wait for forever to come )

Current mood: excited

Current music: 52minutes all day woo

(5 jumps the gunjump the gun | bite the bullet)

6:04PM - poor old johnny ray

( experience has made me rich )

(7 jumps the gunjump the gun | bite the bullet)

8:00PM - mad/rad hella crazy

if i had had a bumper sticker last semester (unfortunately my parents aren't cool enough for that - oh sigh), it would have read:

all stressed out and no one to choke.

awwwwwwwesome green cords!

i need katey to contact me to figure out what is going on this weekend!

when is moneen here?

everyone who reads this should leave me a comment. anything. under penalty of death. or just penalty of nothing. hah

today i got all the way to the passport office in halifax and up to the 15th floor, at which point my mom decided to check if i had my birth certificate! she neglected to mention that i was going to need it, so we traveled back down to the street and waaaaaaay out to eastern passage. and tomorrow i will be going to halifax again, this time with my aunt.

i wanted greg to come online so i could ask him to go for a walk or something. i'm bored out of my effing tree. oh well. another day i guess.

prom dress shopping with jen sign up list starts






HERE.

Current mood: indifferent

Current music: Material Girl - Madonna

(8 jumps the gunjump the gun | bite the bullet)

5:36PM - oh beat bizzle

today i slept until 4 pm. healthy? who cares.

last night courtney ate 9 packets of sugar at the apple barrel.  people at the other table were laughing at her i think.

"whoa! that was loud."

( oh please )

Current mood: sore

Current music: Allegria - Cirque du Soleil

(21 jumps the gunjump the gun | bite the bullet)

6:59PM - we're almost 23 and you're still mad at me

( chock full of wheaty goodness )

Current mood: bored

(10 jumps the gunjump the gun | bite the bullet)

3:26PM - do i have a prominent brow ridge?

'...But his browridges, which overhung his large deep-set eyes, were his most distinctive feature, not quite as imposing as men of the Clan, but definitely prominent.'

If we shadows have offended,
Think but this, and all is mended.
That you have but slumber'd here,
While these visions did appear.
And this weak and idle theme,
No more yielding but a dream,
Gentles, do not reprehend:
If you pardon, we will mend:
And, as I am an honest Puck,
If we have unearned luck
Now to 'scape the serpent's tongue,
We will make amends ere long;
Else the Puck a liar call;
So, good night unto you all.
Give me your hands, if we be friends,
And Robin shall restore amends.

no, you won't believe it
not until you see it

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How To Be Un-Noticeably Strong (In Just Five Easy Steps!)

1. Don't tell other people your troubles.
2. If they ask, lie.
3. If the lie doesn't work, tell another lie, and then another. Pretty soon people will believe you. Or else they'll get so worn out that they'll stop asking questions.
4. Whatever you do, don't start feeling sorry for yourself.
5. If you do feel sorry for yourself, keep your mouth shut - because if you don't, things will only get worse. Fast.
   

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and i'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here

i will always be
that same girl
who stood by the sea

your last regret, your only friend

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
The word 'samba' means 'to rub navels together'.

More people are killed annually by donkeys than die in air crashes.

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

i'm falling into memories of you

i know that i hurt you
things will never be the same

you won't be coming back
and i didn't get to say goodbye

i really wish i got to say goodbye

Current mood: creative

Current music: View From Heaven - Yellowcard

(10 jumps the gunjump the gun | bite the bullet)

6:38PM - how it feels to be alone and not believe anything

my wine is spiked with pomegranate

yesterday i went to jill's house and we watched spiceworld. we win the cool kids contest. it was awesome.

today i went to jill's house and crashed on her couch. we were supposed to be watching the leo/claire r+j but we were both exhausted and we just fell asleep. that couch was soo comfortable. ahaha

• i hate when people don't know how to use proper punctuation at all (i.e. 5 sentences crammed into one).
• i hate mean people.
• i hate that i feel so awkward around people that i used to be really comfortable with.
• i hate when bad things happen to good people.

i really put my foot in it yesterday morning and i feel like an idiot. justshootmenow.

i went to fabricville (fabricville? whatever happened to fabricland? or is that just another of my bc-isms?) with jill and her dad and got a little gift for my secret admirer way out in vancouver. haha

S elf
C ontaining
U nderwater
B reathing
A pparatus

cork board.

Current mood: sick

(1 jumps the gunjump the gun | bite the bullet)

12:22AM - i do believe in fairies!

( friday )

(11 jumps the gunjump the gun | bite the bullet)